29 March 2009

flood

Emotional flooding. I am flooding right now. I'm feeling the emotions well up in me. I am feeling angry, sad, confused, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry. I am feeling surprised, as if someone attacked me and I'm fighting back-- or at least prepared to. I am feeling sad, also, very sad, but happy in the core of me. I know there are brighter futures to be had. There are swaying palms, singing the horizon. There are winds and skies, farms and pies. There are travels to be had. I know that through all this I can come out a better man. I am feeling better now. calmer.

22 March 2009

It's resiliency's parts, becoming yours. My brain cells, inside their walls, are made of red warm jelly. Gratification, my gratification. Feed me more. You are kind.




"They love the arts, so they're poor."