Rolling around and wrinkling my brow to indecision, indecision, indecision. Moral scales, practical hangups.
There's the cost and risk. The brand-new fundraising deadline. The fate I'd have if I didn't go to school as planned. (Many possible scenarios could be dreampt up. I don't know how many I'd enjoy.)
I await advice from someone who doesn't know me. Someone who broadcasts their opinion to the general public. I'm counting on a verbal sign.